It's May, Summer is Almost Here, Fisher Will be Gone Soon, and I am Living 1 Day at a Time?

Guilty!

Yes, I think about many things. I try to work it all out in my brain before it even happens. Do I learn from the stress it causes me? NO! I am stubborn! haha

I say these things to be real. I have alot of things to look forward to but at the same time, it's almost bittersweet because when one things comes, another goes.

Praise God I have Him working it out from beginning to end when I try on my own and FAIL miserably.

Here are just a few things to expound on!

I am currently working in the last 5 days of the 2010-2011 school year and it is bittersweet. I am going to miss my 4yr olds. I almost started crying today at carpool as I unloaded the sweet babies for some of the last times. Daily parents keep telling me that their children will be gone the last week of school. (We are usually out for the summer by now so they have already planned vacations and camps and are deciding to pull them out early.) Thus making our class even smaller and making me cherish the few more days I have left with the little friends

Summer is going to be interesting. Many trips back and forth between home and here. Lord, I am going to pray for the gas prices to FALL drastically now~! haha

It is going to be full of fun, interesting, sunkissed, skinny, water-parky, wedding planny, SING-y , family days and I look forward to every bit of it!

Then there is Fisher. He is my 2yr old boyfriend and pretty much the only person that calls me Amby now. My family and I took turns watching him this year and we have found out quite recently that his family will be moving in a few weeks. I didn't realize how much I loved that little boy and how much he loved me until last night. He saw me and said, "Amby....." My heart melted. He latched onto me and even posed for some pictures that I will be using to make a going away gift for his momma and him one day.

I just cried last night as I got ready for bed and thanked God for this precious baby. He has done something to me and I praise the Lord for his little life. He has helped me to remember to be like a chid. Ask my mom....she thinks I'm doing a great job being like a child...haha j/k. I love you mom.

All in all, God is good. I am alive. I am thankful. I am BLESSED.

Be free to love and live my friends!
I love you all!
Amber